I had loved him. He called me "Hoppy" - partly because my last name was Haire, and partly because I wore a knit cap with Hop-a-Long-Cassidy on it! He invited me to call him "Uncle Hoppy". We had a special relationship! At the young age of four, if anyone asked me what I wanted to be, my answer was "a preacher, like Uncle Hoppy."
I was struggling in my relationship with God. My commitment through the teen years had been inconsistent. At 16, I was in my senior year of high school. I had been accepted at Roberts Wesleyan College, Greenville College, Clarion State College, and Slippery Rock College. I didn't know which to attend.
I had no clear direction about my future vocation. Since I had some obvious ability to sing, I was considering studying music. Also, because of good reading skills and a strong voice, I was considering broadcasting.
The revival came. Night after night I sat in the back with the youth. Late in the revival, during the invitation, I felt God dealing with me strongly. I trembled as I resisted.
Finally, I stepped out and walked to the altar. I confessed to God:
Lord,
I have not been faithful to You. I'm sorry! I'm tired of this up-and-down spirituality! I'm here tonight to let You know that I'm Yours forever!
Now, I'm sure I'll sin again and screw-up; but I promise You that when I realize it, I will always return to You. I'm Your man for the rest of my life!
Amen.That was it! I meant it!
And in an instant, I knew that God was calling me to be a pastor! I had no doubt. It was crystal clear!
My anxiety was gone! I decided to go to Roberts Wesleyan College and study to be a pastor!
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