Whew! Genesis 19 is not one of the enjoyable chapters of our Bible!
As a contributing member of an arrogant culture, whose pride reaches international proportions, I make my donations in small ways every day - through self-righteous and better-than-you attitudes, insensitive, self-serving opinions, and nationalistic tendencies and beliefs. My pride puts itself on display in the ways I shop, dress, eat, and talk, and is only compounded by the fact that I live in an over-fed prosperous society. While thousands are quietly starving, I'm busy buying a 12-pack of paper towells at Costco. Such bounty reveals that real poverty comes from both lack of access as well as abundance of excess. The result is an unconcerned apathetic response to those in need which almost reads like an equation:
Arrogant + Overfed = Unconcerned
Now that doesn't mean I'm not quick to respond to need - especially my own - but when it doesn't concern me, involve me, or somehow help me, there's a tendency to get only minimally involved, or worse, not get involved at all.
She sort of nails it - don't you think? Uncomfortably so. I don't want this to be true of me. I want to genuinely care! I want to share. I want to be generous.
But there's also the reality of compassion fatigue! I can't help everybody in the world! The needs are constant and overwhelming!
Where is the balance?
Kind and Gracious God,
Through the convincing and convicting work of Your Holy Spirit - GUIDE ME! Please!
Father, forgive me for a pattern of apathy and blaming others.
O God! Help me not to be arrogant, overfed and unconcerned! Don't give up on me!
To the contrary, help me to be humble, just and compassionate - EVERY DAY!
Help me to constantly remember that "From everyone who has been given much, much will be demanded; and from the one who has been entrusted with much, much more will be asked." [Luke 12:48].
This is my urgent prayer, and I lift it to You sincerely in Jesus' name. Amen.
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